可想归想，我还是没有推翻我的决定。
这个周六周天休息，我以散心为由约筱去上海玩，当然我也是经过软磨硬泡死缠烂打的方法把她约出去的。
到了上海我们把背包放在了家里，爸妈也在上海的公司可是因为他们太忙所以就没和他们联系。吃完饭，我们去了外滩，筱在我面前虽然笑容满面，可是我知道她的心里一定还在为另一个人一筹莫展，我看了看手表下午两点半，离约定的时间还有半个小时，之前忘了说，我把筱带到这里来其实是为了她和她的男友见面，我已经联系好了她的男友下午三点和她在外滩碰面。为博她一笑，我几乎浪费了我所有的宽容。
旁边有个小子在自弹自唱，虽说用这种方法挣钱挺时髦，可是这小子的歌声与吉他等级真是不敢恭维，不一会儿筱呆不住了，我也呆不住了，可是如果走了我不就前功尽弃了吗，我对她为难地笑了一下说：“你等一下。”
我走到那小子面前，给他塞了点钱请求借下吉他，那小子一看有钱赚。乐呵的屁颠的借给我了，我背上吉他背带，转身看着筱，走近她，筱也看着我，笑了一下说：“干嘛啊？”
阳光在黄浦江上翻滚游戏，蔚蓝的天空勾勒出微风的轮廓，在我手指边。
“听好。”我对她调皮的一笑，轻盈地跳动手指。
音乐奔涌而出，沿着风的轮廓聚集在她的耳边。
“As long as you love me yee~oh~”
我弹唱着《as long as you love me》，筱惊讶的捂住嘴巴。
“I'm under pressure, seven billion people in the world trying to fit inKeep it together, smile on your face even though your heart is frowningBut hey now, don't know girl, we both know what to doBut I will take my chancesAs long as you love me, we could be starving,We could be homeless, we could be brokenAs long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your goldAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meI'll be your soldier, fighting every second of the day for the change girlI'll be your Hova,you can be my Destiny's Child on a stingerSo don't stress, don't cry, oh we don't need no wings to flyJust take my hand
As long as you love me we could be starving,We could be homeless, we could be brokenAs long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your goldAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meI don't make if this make senseYou're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, i'll rendez-vousI'll fly it to ya, i'll meet you thereGirl you know I got you
Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without youNo we on top of the worldCause that's just how we doUsed to tell me sky's the limitNow the skies are point of viewNow we stepping out like woahCameras point at you, ask me what's best sideI'll stand back and point at you,you,youThe one that I argue with,Feel like I need a new girl to be bothered withBut the grass ain't always greener on the other sideIt's greener where you water itSo I know, we got issues baby, true true trueBut I rather work on this with youThan then go ahead and start with someone newAs you love me we could be starvingWe could be homeless, we could be brokenAs long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your goldAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meAs long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love meyou love you love me you love me yee~
as long as you love me
as long as you love me yee~”
我红着眼睛唱完了这首歌，筱赞许地看着我，突然欢呼声鼓掌声从四面八方向我袭来，我转头一看，吓了一跳，一群女生正拿着手机给我拍照，艹，这群花痴，我暗骂，将吉他拿了下来还给了那个小子，那群女生向我蜂拥而来，有问我名字的，问我□□、微信和手机号的，甚至还有要我签名的，我尴尬地看了看筱，筱已经笑的不可开支了，我长叹了一口气，祸不单行，这时候我看到了筱的男友从对面走来，我连忙突破重重人墙对筱喊了一声：“在这等我，我躲躲。”
我走了，跑了，我真没想到现在的女生都疯狂到了这种程度，在我甩他们几条街时，我才敢停下了喘口气。
艹，又不是什么明星至于吗，幼稚！我在四周转了一圈，然后偷偷的回到了外滩，那个地点。
还是那个蔚蓝的天空，阳光闪烁的黄浦江，温煦柔和的风，但是站在那里的人却换成相拥而立的恋人。
世界上最精髓最美妙的阳光在照耀着他们。我穿着钢铁不入的盔甲佯装着毫发无损安然无恙。
我应该开心啊，这不是我想要的结果吗？我看着他们退后，退后，脸上的笑容依旧。
不知不觉我进了一家图书馆，坐在靠窗的座位上发呆，我的手无力的伸展，手心朝上，手背摊在腿上，我看着我手掌上的阳光，我爱的这片阳光，我好想握住它，可是当我握住时，我细微的掌纹告诉我，它说：阳光走了，你握住的只是深渊般的黑。
我在刚才的歌声中含泪告白，不知道这是第几次告白，也许有一次吧，她能有一瞬间的对我的爱意，可是当她应该的爱来了，那微不足道的爱意就像掉入大海里的一滴泪，迅速被这暗潮汹涌被这万丈狂澜，覆没、湮灭…